there is a time and a place for circus
a levity and a balance
there is a point in time with a dot
that connects the earth to
the forgotten

you look straight at the end
seeking atonement
but all you will find
is the collapsing walls of
purified
dirt

harsh strokes brushed into canvas
give rise to great thinkers and
mimicry

tombs long past eat away
at the circus point of time place view
looking at the blackness
in between stars
you can see
only…

verse and unversed
click mountain movement
time slows and degrades its shape to blue
and in the corner of your eye
all you can see
is the pure
emptiness
between the stars

the lights that were once
blinking
have stop and are now
dark
they once used to light the way
but now
feel as if they have lost it

the piggy back stale retribution
engulfed in the absent froth
of the headless absence
of all thought
is renowned for the
sins

the father
the mother
the brother
the sister
all know the truth
except you

and you think and wonder
why this has evaded
your own senses
and you know why
in the end
the truth is the worst
goddamned thing
you can know

But I still don’t know the question

What time is it?
What year is it?

2007

Already? Has time gone by so fast?
Is this wall suppose to be here?

Yes

Good, excellent, just like I have foreseen it. Perfect.
Why do you all look the same?
Never mind, what is all of this gray matter? Grey matter, Grey Gray?

What?

Senses less of senses less hours minutes meanings of which we gave into for control measurements outlandish fiends of time basked in… what?

Are you okay?

Who is okay, okay? Part of me wants to listen and sleep and fall and weep and another wants to dive. What does this mean to you?

I do not understand what you are saying. Are you alright?

Am I? Right? No, God was just created for you so you wouldn’t feel lonely when you died. I, myself, have no need for I do not fear loneliness. Pass the word around, I think the ceiling just collapsed.

What are you talking about?

No one knows, whereabouts are the what huh get the light… get the light out of my eyes. What is that thing, a giant suppository? Oh, it is a phone, good, fine, great. What do these buttons do?

Are you sure you are alright? Can I have the phone back please I am going to call for help.

Help? Halp Pelp Felp Relp! None of those words are real! Ha! What is a word anyways and what is really real. You have nice eyes, where did you buy them?
Hold on, let me check my identity. Oh good it is still there, I thought someone might have stolen it.

I am going to call the Paramedics, you are acting very strange.

Strange as in comparison to what? The trees? They are strange, so are Mites, I think. Also strange are these glances, do you think me mad? I am the sanest one here. I also like to… Hey you are pretty, want to get grab dinner sometime? What are you doing after work? What time do you get off?

Look, just lay down and take some deep breaths, the Ambulance should be here shortly.

Malnueanceses is not a real word but I like the way it sounds.

Okay.

Hey, I am going to take a short nap, I am tried, when I wake up lets get some lunch. Do you have any hobbies?

Don’t go to sleep! Hey! Wake up! Hello! Can you hear me!?

have you ever felt a dream
so simple and innocent
and then had it all ripped away
in an instant
have you ever felt a dream
so pure and unforgiving
that when it was gone
it felt like a part of you had just died
have you ever felt a dream
that made you cry
when you woke up
knowing it was just a dream
and nothing else

have you ever felt a dream?

Right

Feathers and falling slowing down into
a circle
of what and who
“just remember” they say

forget and you are doomed

or are you?
              maybe
                       just maybe
                                      you’re not

entirely here
or were you
                 ever there
                                in the first place

slowing down with the dust
the aforementioned feathers
Right?
Right
okay
now jump