Apr 242012
 

crash right black freight train moment
lapse
left time transfixed moment
progress
hurting hating wondering
lost
fell time slip down
slope
end forgotten moment
gone

no more things
round around in front
behind shallow
glass breaking
eyes

follow
hard down
soft dawn
blinking water
ground

collapsed into a hole
thanking the skull
hoping for a light
all forests trees
down
inside

carpet dreams manifest
fragment
young breaking into
prophet
blatant tripping crutch
searing
crushed tops floating
hard

eyes fall down
time stops
longing reigns
sight exposed
feelings gone
nothing

Mar 272012
 

starlit bypasses crossing over
arranged so familiar to distinguish
white twilight falling over
ashes swirling in the wind
notice the separation
between the
fading…

and as it passes
is it over
what has happened
to the intricate styling
what was the reason
for this anyways
can it be found
between the
fading…

is it seen
have eyes ever set upon it
where it goes
when the circle is transposed
what will happen
now that it is all over

blinding glass radiant shards
speaking over tongues and mortar
balancing the strip
ego enveloping the ritual
notice the lines that are missing
between the
fading…

where is the sun now
has the moon decided not to set
how can you find the center
now that everything is offset
there is no balancing
there is no dream
there is nothing left
between the
fading…

soot arms clover hover over heads of  molten lava
sprinkling decay
an omega system pattern
pushing through the blue
stark grains of crush lilac beads echo
a coarse reimbursement of undercurrent
flow
through the still
and pass right into the moving
rejected objects of past tense reflections
and upon the reluctance there is a moment where
everything stops

false clarity

it is here where the sound grows cold
and the machines all freeze
the aftermath is heard in these echoes
for just an instant
before they pass
between the
fading…

Mar 192012
 

it is raining rust now
as we look up at the sky
hollow moon withered trees pancaked gestures

eyeballs pop out and scramble away
fearing the torturous sights
we subject them to everyday
minutes last forever

virtual moments last only so long
when you think of them on the lasting effects of your brain
you begin to smoke
soon after the gagging doesn’t just stop
it halts with full force speeds
and you puke out your trachea

signaled dollar signs point to the fun
exotic replication for the price of coffee
where is the slot machine to open this door
scrambled egg brain seduction
sucking on the frontal lobe

but wait
there is more
just look behind the curtain
and see for yourself
look at what you’re missing on the other side
but don’t look too long
you might go mad

rust fills the pails left out to collect
we all wish we knew what that meant
but we just push on in a single line
never really wanting to question the way things are
no one wants to ripple
and no one wants to see

what of the poor birds who try to make their nests
but the trees are all gone and there are no twigs
so they use bone splinters and fragments of skin
on top of a steel tribute to god
they peer down cautiously

singing songs with sign language
musical scores blasphemed across the sands
gut wrenching moments lost to the time
afterthoughts and a wish
just to hear the rhyme
for a moment
blink blank rust filled sockets
bleeding heart hollow moon earth
soaring above the freestanding monuments
leveling off the shark tooth republic
stealing away the circus tent
and sleeping through the dog fights
slouching towards the harbor
to the blue ship reflecting
joyous melodies do not take form
but fall to the ground to be forgotten

the ships leave
with the dollar sign disco reflex
the curtain and the birds
the rhythm and the screws
and you are left with
rust

the formaldehyde blues

Mar 132012
 

infrastructure breaking apart
slowly
line of slight out of bounds
dead hand
empty coffers
boiled trees in gypsy dreams
conflagration

sound structure fading
into background obsolete
grinding gears and broken skin
pouring out of lost mouths
are diamond words
coal breathed through
a silk screen processes

objects in the distance
filthy
walked on walked out
forgotten rhythm
senses dulled
frozen sand in gypsy dreams
justification

half speed motion capture
listening to the vibrations
holding onto recollections
that were never even there
tart
sulking
omnivorous
a link broken chain smith
rabid seared
cowering

feet trampling in steady circles
monotone
the left dragging slightly
eyes glazed
mouth gaped
lost air in gypsy dreams
desperation

head cocked to one side in wonder
bewilderment abound
a crutch a clutch and slip
a tumble
forward thinking stop motion precursor
anxiety thrilled daze
clouds around eyes and ears
like the time they all floated away
stood agape wonderment
stars above shoot down to show time lost paranoia
mixed reactions from the crowed
laughter, screams, silence
no moment like now
leap

crashed hard skull in wooden mallets
bicentennial
shadows out of place
severed vortex
broken trends
xenophobic earth in gypsy dreams
desolation

Mar 062012
 

fax me a copy
down in the spiral
over in the hole, there
back into the places where
the shadows are shadows
where the light falls dimly

harsh taste inside
out the part in the short shot
surely there must be a remembrance
to a fraction of time
when things made sense

only there is a part of the heart that dies
when thought progress to the unreal
truths molded into lies
in the machines
from the minds of
the unclean
from the skulls of
the unseen

how many more times must
words rhyme to make things flow
evenly over the paper mill turnstiles
short instructions on how to
all of it is pointless subjectivity anyways

Horus blew his nose on the sands of Egypt
laughing and coughing speckled flesh
pass thoughts arranged themselves in order
to slow down the conscious mind

here we go down the spiral of limited thinking
of the lost thought interlude
passing over and under and through and threw walls
made of our own inhibitions
conditioned to believe in things that are not really there
anyways

point and stow away the remorse you feel in your eyes
glancing waves wash upon the steel fractures of the guilt
you hide inside yourself

wishing for a clear view and getting cloudy all the more
time lapses like the fog rolls back into the sea
you find yourself a grave and sleep
before you know it

Feb 282012
 

a blanket covering a pocket
of rusty old nails
spikes sticking into rotting wood
split and splintered
such a waste of potential

a rocket blasts towards the moon
course altered trajectory
a deafening sound, a brilliant light
a shower of embers and metal slivers
collapsing hopes and dreams
a generation weeps

forgotten by the limelight
a rundown shack on the edge of a swamp
an old man rocks slowly
in his wooden chair
the glow lost of the eyes
a fading memory

a majestic palace once host to extravagance
abandoned and run down
graffiti elegantly whispers
the length of its depreciation
a slight interest looms
an implosion, a collapsing end

a young man’s dreams come crashing down
falling into a void
slowly losing his grip
he comes to the conclusion
that nothing lasts forever

Feb 212012
 

sore
in to the night
you filthy bastard
with your
abstract

sink
into the dawn
you stupid idiot
with your
abstract

flow
into the day
you simple fool
with your
abstract

drown
in the river
you acute schizophrenic
with your
abstract

Feb 142012
 

eyes in the darkness
the little light focus
on the dot that spins around
and around
around

focus night dark on the light that
spins
and try to forget what it is from
and it
spins
around
in the night
dark

eyes adjust to what you really see
in the night
that little dot
that spins
around

focus hard and try to stop it
eyes adjust further
dot that spins
around
and around

and just when you are focused
just when it starts to stop
spinning
around
in the dark

a light comes on
and it is all gone

what was that dot
that was spinning
around
and around

Feb 072012
 

have you ever thought about what the future might hold
in your eyes of teeming glass brims
what will happen soon
and what will you do when it does happen
will you cower and skitter and hide away
or will you laugh and laugh and the stupidity

have you ever thought about what the future might hold
in its grasp just out of reach
what is the new news on the edge of your seat
you try to sneak a look at it but you fail
and then it smacks you on the head and you think
damn, I should have seen that coming

have you ever thought about what the future might hold
sitting around all day and all night
wondering just what is going to happen next
and then as you sit and wonder and sit and wonder you realize
that you sitting and wondering is what is going to happen next
so you sit there and wonder some more wishing you could find out what happens

at the end

Jan 312012
 

singing slightly out of tune
a missed note and a little flat
a buzzing sound in the back
of the throat
a numbness overcomes
eyes won’t settle down
jittered frayed nerves
and a fade to black

pop open the cap and let the steam escape
an ocean drowned just to hear this mistake
two doors open and four slam shut
a sign with arrows all labeled what
a breath, a sigh, a laugh, a cry
a life lived on foppery and whim
while ignoring the floor caving in

a twisted dark path leads to the edge
a scrape
a bell in the distance
far away you can make out a face
a reflection slightly cracked
a mistake you can’t take back
a regret that will surly fester
into a xenophobic gesture
passed the soot covered walls
over the cooled magma floor
through a charcoal alley
down a charred stairwell
an awkward glance down
despair

a straight light path leads to the center
a resolution
a harp in the distance
far away you can make out a face
a reflection radiant and pure
a mistake given a cure
a regret that was truly absolved
into the warm arms of those involved
passed the golden walls
over the hard marble floor
through a bright alley
up a brass stairway
an elegant glance up
hope

singing slightly out of tune
a missed note and a little flat
a buzzing sound in the back
of the throat
a numbness overcomes
eyes won’t settle down
jittered frayed nerves
and a fade to black